#97738 - The next morning before she left for work she reminded me word for word what I had said, then left for the construction company where she worked in the IT department and I went to my own job at the factory all day I thought of what had happened and vowed to make it all up to her that evening and to put some sex back into our marriage when I got home from work at 5pm I began to prepare a speech for her normal return home at 6pm in which I intended to declare my love for her and hopefully end up in bed for the evening it had been almost 4 months since we had been together and I had had a hard on since getting home that I was looking forward to using. After our wedding she was no longer going to accept the periods of being apart and I was happy to take a lesser job near our home town so that we were always together however over the next few years I became more and more restless and began blaming Amanda for my frustrations at work and our relationship began to become strained, by the tim